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07 October 2007 @ 06:38 pm
fic | d:tng | secret | pt 1/1 | darcy/manny | M  
Title: Secret
Author: lamaitresse
Part: 1/1
Fandom: Degrassi: The Next Generation
Characters: Darcy, Manny
Pairings: Darcy/Manny... Marcy? D:
Summary: OMG THIS STORY IS SO WRONG. If I believed in hell, this story certainly puts me in the handbasket. But I had to write it. I'm so sorry. I dare anyone else to write something for this pairing so I don't feel so ashamed of myself.
Disclaimer: I own nothing associated with the Degrassi franchise
Rating: R


“Every girl is entitled to a secret. Or two. Or three.”

Whenever guilt would start to seep in, she’d repeat those words in her head over and over, until it went away. Or at least until it subsided, because guilt never really, truly goes away. Every girl is entitled to a secret. Every girl is entitled to a secret. Secret. Secret. Secret. It had become her mantra, her life’s motto. It was as much a part of her life now as school or dinner or church. She could no longer be sure where the secrets ended and she began.

She knew where the secrets began, though. Ohhh, she’d never forget that. In hindsight, she wasn’t positive if the kissing had started out accidental or not. Oh, who was she kidding? People don’t just accidentally kiss no more than they accidentally remove all their clothes and press their bodies together and...

She shook her head, as if that would clear any and all sinful thoughts from her mind. She chuckled to herself. Sin. Such a strange concept to me now. It was too late, the seed was planted. She crossed her legs in a desperate attempt to make the dull throbbing in her centre go away, but to no avail. Relenting, she reached into her purse for her cell phone and tapped out a text message.

study date 2nite?

Moments later her cell vibrated with the answer: ur place or mine?

urs. It was never her place. They both knew it. They were just going through the motions.

Later that evening, they were still going through the motions: the pretending to study, the cuddling on the couch, the stolen kisses in front of the TV, the hurried removal of clothing in the bedroom. They never made a sound during their trysts together, not even to call out each other’s name when they came. When they were finally coming down from their euphoric highs, Manny would lean over her, their breasts grazing together, and whisper, “It’s our little secret.”

And every night after each of these interludes, Darcy would slowly walk home, begging God to forgive her for keeping secrets from Him.

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lamaitresselamaitresse on October 8th, 2007 01:18 am (UTC)
You really think so...? BUT IT'S. SO. WRONG.

At least I feel a little less guilty for enjoying writing it... haha. I hope you are still going to write yours!
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lamaitresselamaitresse on October 8th, 2007 01:32 am (UTC)
I guess I still want to believe Darcy's the same good girl she was in season 5 before the writers turned her BATSHIT INSANE. Ugh.
Jordan: Deannapalex_4_ever on October 8th, 2007 01:23 am (UTC)
...so wrong its right??...nice one-shot
lamaitresselamaitresse on October 8th, 2007 01:31 am (UTC)
Yeah, that's what I'm telling myself. Thanks!
fix me, motherfucker! i'm standing right here.: Shake it (Like I've Seen it)immortality on October 8th, 2007 01:04 pm (UTC)
Oh, this was so perfect. And hot, too. I love the idea of Manny/Darcy, and I love the "secret" theme, since it makes the story feel very real. Darcy justifies her actions to herself by saying it's okay to have a secret; it's a way to not feel as guilty. Absolutely brilliant.
lamaitresselamaitresse on October 8th, 2007 03:06 pm (UTC)
Oh wow, thank you :)
Gavinperfectly_vague on January 27th, 2008 09:55 pm (UTC)

BRILLIANTLY done! First I've read of this pairing and I must say I adore it. You say so much in so little words and manage to capture both characters perfectly. Bravo!

As a mod for this community, I apologize for it being so dormant. It never got as many hits/posts as I had hoped, but I'm so glad you posted!
lamaitresse: dyspraxialamaitresse on February 5th, 2008 05:46 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much :)

Edited at 2008-02-05 05:50 pm (UTC)